I had a real bad nightmare yesterday, it is all so real and some more it is now the 7th month. Damned !!

I don't know if I should embrace the past or just leave it alone. When I see people relating about events of the past, i begin to think about mine too. I think everyone has a story to tell but I am just happy and contented with what I have now. Yes, the past let us learn from our mistakes and improve but sometimes we call it memories and think about it. I am beginning to worry for the gut feeling is back again, this time I really don't know what is it. Just a feeling telling me something is going to happen again.

Change is a very mysterious thing. People do change and people changes throughout the whole of their lives. Be it for the better or the worst, I think I did changed a lot also. Now studying at tertiary level is really different, the people you meet are different too. All types of people, character wise though. I just hope nothing goes wrong and hope this ain't being took away from me either.


I miss you.

I shall not ask for more and stick with what i have ~

I dunno if its me or what,
am I noticing all the shouldn't notice stuff.

I don't know, I really don't know.

It just gets worst and worst and worst.
Never gets better.

Am i the one or not?

mood: really sucky. missssssing alot.

These few days are quite boring, wanted to watch movie but didn't as the seats left are from the front 3 rows only. It is like oh my god, why everybody choose that day ?! Today, went school to study. At least i revised through 4 chapters of immunology. Quite productive. Tomorrow at least study 5 chapters of it bah. Cause at night going watch movie. Yes!!

I am really bored now and I miss you and I promised not to disturb your studying !!
Jiayou dear !!